vivianimbriotis | Dec. 30, 2022, 2:22 p.m.
Sometimes I imagine you
As you will be, or, well,
As you might be, someday
I imagine you telling me to excel
Imagine you telling me I’ll be okay
Imagine you brushing my hair behind my ear.
I imagine your hair as a sound and a smell
Imagine reading books together in a café
Imagine leaving you a coffee by the door
I’m getting too old to still be imagining
But I can’t seem to stop.
And I know it’s not real, I do.
But sometimes I still imagine you.
Mid-twenties lost cause.
Trapped in a shrinking cube.
Bounded on the whimsy on the left and analysis on the right.
Bounded by mathematics behind me and medicine in front of me.
Bounded by words above me and raw logic below.
Will be satisfied when I have a fairytale romance, literally save the entire world, and write the perfect koan.