vivianimbriotis | Oct. 27, 2021, 1:48 p.m.
International (carnal) relations
You told me it wasn’t a love letter,
It was a declaration of independence.
I miss you, but
We’re different polities now.
Quixotism
We wear face masks at the hospital.
I can’t smell a thing, and neither
Can anyone else.
Every morning, after I shower,
I put on cologne.
Teenagers
I will love you forever.
We will get married, and buy a house
And have hanging points in our bedroom
And a cat
And we won’t take each other’s last names
(barbaric, honestly)
And you can read to me from
Your huge book of Poe Poems
While I die.
Wait, that’s your parents
Shit, where are my pants?
Communication
You are not into me
I know because I’ve made my move
I messaged you on Facebook
About the Emperor’s New Groove.
You used one of those emoji reacts
And didn’t reply.
It was good while it lasted.
Guess this is good-bye.
The Mental State Examination
Learning psychiatry is dangerous
Increasingly, I think
I could fake
Feeling
Well
The word ‘liminal’ is overused by everyone but me
There’s a gap in my nostalgia.
Being a teenager, what emotion,
What a thing to look back upon,
What a disaster.
Moving out of home,
What an exciting time to be alive.
But since? A liminal half-decade,
Waiting to be a doctor,
Waiting to fall in love,
Waiting for something
Worth longing for.
Mid-twenties lost cause.
Trapped in a shrinking cube.
Bounded on the whimsy on the left and analysis on the right.
Bounded by mathematics behind me and medicine in front of me.
Bounded by words above me and raw logic below.
Will be satisfied when I have a fairytale romance, literally save the entire world, and write the perfect koan.